2Square

My dear lady forgive me for not writing sooner the desire has not been entirely true to me.. Nor I to you... or you to me for that matter... You seem like a distant memory I can't quite grasp.. Before i lay you to rest... let us have this last gasp....while we take in this air let us reminisce ....I wonder were you ever real at all? Or some figment of my imagination that i now miss?.smoke and mirrors...I reach out to touch you...but it's never touching...words only mean so much..  everything i see is so out of touch..am i losing focus? Or my touch?.Still the reel spins... the reality of our situation is more than a clip on the site... Once a beautiful sight... Now just a painful one... I've jumped completely off the edge of reality...into my own insanity.... Cant say we've landed entirely in a dream state... Maybe just an unstable one... The instability is the only thing that always stays so faithful...the last time we spoke...you looked me in the eyes while speaking softly into my humble ear... On soft pillow tops we rested......Telling me you believed in me.. In us.. You could see our possibilities plain as day..ours and the 2's..sweet nothings... Whispered softly...I can hear them now as I close my eyes... What I wouldn't give to be taken back to us... To your red walls.. Your beautiful face and the flickering flame... That lite your flickering frame...I'm not sure what I expected...You should always expect the unexpected...things haven't been the same since i left your fantasy world...I wonder if I left an imprint on your heart...or just one on your sheets that wiped away when you tucked them neatly back into place ?.. It's plain to see you left more than an imprint on mine...or these sheets for that matter.. You live forever in these words that cover the wall... Occasionally I pass by these ruins.. Stirring up dust and sad memories.. The desert... The red flowers.. The castle.. The ocean and the rocks.. The love settles down and rocks.. My love my lady.. Forgive me for not writing sooner.. Not all dreams can be caught.. With a catcher or not... JV